Living Life

A little over a week ago a very good friend of Dan's passed away. I considered him a friend as well. Jason was an amazing person that was so full of life. In his death I have realized that I need to start living life, now. I have a tendency to put most things in the someday category, and I need to start moving some of those things into the today category. I don't mean that I am going to start jumping off cliffs in funny little suits, but I do need to start doing some basic things.
And, perhaps some less than basic things. I think for the past 30 years I have really taken for granted the time that we have on this earth. Everyday is a blessing, even the days that really suck.
Who knows, maybe one day I will get one of those funny suits and jump, but for right now that one can stay on a someday list. Or better yet, maybe it will make it onto the someday list.

Vomit and tears!

I am so sick of puking kids. I love my kids, but I am tired of being woken up early in the morning to the screams of what is coming next. We have been doing this for over a week now and I am just tired. I really pray that this morning at 5 a.m. was the last that we are going to have. I went back to bed and cried. I'm so tired and feel so bad for them. That's it, just needed to get the complaint and frustration off of my check. And as a side note, if I ever drink milk again I will be shocked!:)